Way Back Then…
Tuesday, August 30, 2011Another one of the notes I’ve written about him… The last one I’d probably post though.
We stared into the long stretch of ceiling above us. He talked about his family. I talked about my job. It was a series of random thoughts, a parallel of intertwined life stories, and a circuit of undefined roads… We were talking of life as it unfolds in front of us. We were holding each other’s hands and with every thought of possible hurdle, hurt, and opposition, he held tighter, I did so too. We knew they’ll eventually become realities and no matter how much we try denying them, they are out there, existing, waiting for the spotlight to hit them. The reality of it all will strike anytime soon and the hands we were clasping tightly now will slowly lose their grip. They’ll slowly, finger by finger, let go. Neither of us wanted to talk about such things. Neither wanted to state the obvious or the truth. We both didn’t want to talk about the future. We just wanted to hold each other tight and assure each other that whatever happens, we had something going on. We close our eyes, half-asleep, half-awake… Just like where we are now, half-reality, half-wishful thinking. It’s going to end anytime soon, but with our hands clasped together and our thoughts wandering towards each other, we both know that despite its inevitable end, we have already weaved a life together that only us know.
Write!
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Because I have nothing better else to do tonight, I’m going to do what I love doing most since I was a kid… Writing. Haha.
I have nothing in mind today to write about.
I have been doing the same work for one year and eight months now. This is the longest employment I’ve ever had (I’ve only had two employers though, which means there’s not much to brag about).
I have been going out with the same group of people. Yeah, I’m such a social butterfly (I hope not a negative note). Funny because with the number of friends (and acquaintances I have), I shouldn’t be feeling alone. Ever. But I still do. Sometimes.
Oh well.
Am having so many random thoughts now. I don’t know which ones are worthy to be written down.
Oh… Just to get something started. Here’s a rundown of my things to have/do before 2011 ends:
1. Ride waves. I’ve been learning how to surf for more than a year yet until now, I still need an instructor to get a wave for me. I can paddle already but heck, I still couldn’t paddle hard enough to catch a wave.
2. Explore a new province. Yeah, I’ve been travelling a lot but I noticed that I’ve been going to same old places. Before the year ends, I want to go somewhere new, whether it be in the North or South. I don’t care who I am with. I can be alone if I had no choice.
3. Read a book. I’ve been incredibly busy at work this year that I have lost my precious ME time. The last book I finished was The American Gods by Neil Gaiman. This was way back March. Gahd. What happened to me? I have always thought that books are my best friends. Oh well, I’m planning to read more Haruki Murakami and Milan Kundera books.
4. Buy an MP3 player. Yeah, I ruined my iPod nano (which is really not mine because it’s Ria’s but she lent it to me for unlimited time, meaning, technically, she gave it to me) because, due to stupidty and carelessness, I accidentally downed it into our washing machine.
5. Watch a movie on big screen. The last time I did was middle of last year. I watched my most-anticipated movie of the year, Up, with Dion (who else?). I have to see another movie this year or else I am doomed to live dependent on my Torrent-downloaded .avi’s. Haha.
6. Get a boyfriend. Ooops. Did I really say that? Haha. Enough said. I don’t want to elaborate further because my life’s so complicated now that just saying something here would imply a lot to a lot of people.
Am gonna put in more next time. :)
From Tumblr
Sunday, July 3, 2011
FROM http://heckyeahtumblrchallenges.tumblr.com/ So people have been asking for this kind of surveys! So here is one: Reblog and bold what applies to you. My appearance: Relationships: Friendships: Experiences: Music: Family Life: Hair:
BOI: June 28 :)
I look forward to every talk I have with him. Beyond his arrogant look, he is a reserved person, a profound one. Being together for some time now, I realized how much he has taught me about life and how to live it. He may act childlike at rare times but heck, he is one of the most mature persons I know. Even if what we have now is far from the maturity that society expects, still, I believe in him. He knows what he is doing and if all this has to end anytime soon, I’d forever cherish the fact that what we had is true and we were happy. Whatever it is that we shared are moments that would make us smile when we look back. It was genuine because we know each other’s circumstances and we have accepted them as they are. I might be a hopeless romantic in saying this but I wouldn’t care now… No one should be condemned or looked down just because she wanted to do what makes her happy. In ending, everyone had that tragic love story once in their lives and I admit to having mine now, with him.
Just Something To Do When Bored
NAME: Lucy Caboosey AGE : 23 BIRTHDATE: December 6 PRESENT ADDRESS: Kyusi WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = water 2. last phone call = boi *wink* 3. last text message = boi parin *wink* 4. last song you listened to = somewhere only we know, cover version of lifehouse. 5. last time you cried = kanina. while the facial girl pricked my blackheads. ouch. hmp. HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice = yep. 7. been cheated on = i hope not. 8. kissed someone & regretted it = no regrets, just love. haha. 9. lost someone special = yep. 10. been depressed = nope. been really really down, but not psychologically depressed. haha. 11. been drunk and threw up = hell yeah. thrice. haha. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. green 13. white 14. gray LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend =yep. a lot. 16. Fallen out of love = nope. 17. Laughed until you cried = yep. a lot of times. 18. Met someone who changed you = yes. in more ways than you could imagine. aww.. 19. Found out who your true friends were = yep. and i’ve always known who. 20. Found out someone was talking about you = uhmm.. yes.. sad.. 21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list = wahahaha! yep yep. GENERAL: 22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = all, i think. 24. Do you have any pets = none. 25. Do you want to change your name = nope. i love my name. 26. What did you do for your last birthday = ushered during the kapamilya awards. 27. What time did you wake up today = 9a but got up at 11am. 28. What were you doing at midnight last night = facebook. as usual. 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = uhmm.. i tend to be patient on things i know are worth waiting for but am generally impatient. haha. 30. Last time you saw your Mother = this morning via skype. haha. 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = a few choices i’ve made. 32. What are you listening to right now = creep by radiohead. old school. hehe. 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = tom rodriguez said hi once. 34. What’s getting on your nerves right now? = hmmm.. third parties. hahaha! 35. Most visited webpage = facebook. 37. Nickname = luci, lucy, luchi, lucitoy, luchay, apol.. name it. haha. 38. Relationship Status = single 39. Zodiac sign = sagittarius 40. He or She = me? she. haha. 41. Elementary = hfa 42. High School = hfa 43. College = up 44. Hair color = mahogany 45. Long or short = long with uneven bangs 46. Height = 5′5″ 47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yep. boi. hahaha. 48. What do you like about yourself? = my nice-ness. hahaha. 49. Piercings = just the ones where i put my earrings on. 50. Tattoos = am gonna get one as soon as my mom approves on it. 51. Righty or lefty = right. taenang kaliwete na yan. hahaha! FIRSTS : 52. First surgery = a minor one on my upper chest. 53. First piercing = ears 54. First best friend = dion 55. First sport you joined = volleyball 56. First vacation = zambales or pangasinan 58. First pair of trainers = nike shox RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating = about to. pringles creamy ranch. 60. Drinking = water 61. I’m about to = eat then text then talk over the phone then sleep. 62. Listening to = look what you’ve done by jet FUTURE: 64. Want kids? = yep. three. two boys and a girl. 65. Get Married? = someday. 66. Career? = hell yeah. am still gonna be in hr. WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes = eyes 68. Hugs or kisses = both! haha. 69. Shorter or taller = taller. 70. Older or Younger = older. hihi. 71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous 72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both 73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive 74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship sana.. 75. Trouble maker or hesitant = troublemaker. wahaha. kidding. just someone tamed but would get into trouble for me. awww.. HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger = hmm.. nope. 77. Drank hard liquor = yep yep. 78. Lost glasses/contacts = i don’t wear one. 79. Sex on first date = nope. 80. Broke someone’s heart = i hope not. i know how much it hurts. 81. Had your own heartbroken = yep. 82. Been arrested = not yet. 83. Turned someone down = ouch. yes. 84. Cried when someone died = yepppp.. my lola when i was in grade school and a friend when i was in high school. 85. Fallen for a friend = almost. DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself = yep. who would if i wouldn’t? 87. Miracles = uhmm.. can’t decide. 88. Love at first sight = nope. 89. Heaven = yep. heaven on earth. 90. Santa Claus = nope. 91. Kiss on the first date = yep. if he’s worth it. 92. Angels = yep. 93. God = yep. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope. 95. Did you sing today?: yep. he asked me to. hmp. haha. 95. Ever cheated on somebody? = next. 96. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = 2010? or.. on second thought, i might not. 97. The moment you would choose to relive? = awwwww… madami.. 98. Are you afraid of falling in love? = yes. 99. When was the last time you lied? = a few minutes ago. 100. Are you usually late, early or right on time? = uhm.. ahhh.. late. sorry. 101. Would you give your life to save someone else’s? = yes.
