“Sign”
Wednesday, August 30, 2006We've heard about them. Read about them. I believe in them. A probable coincidence. A mere twist of fate. Or maybe, just maybe, a close encounter with God. I am not sure. Yesterday, we went to Carmelite (for those who might not know it, it is a church/monastery). Yesterday, I needed enlightenment. I was in so much gloom. I did not know what to do or where to go. I did not know which path to take because everywhere I go it seemed the world is closing its doors on me. I needed an assurance from Him. I needed to know that in the end, all the pain would be worth it. I badly needed to know if he'll be there, at the end of my journey. I needed a "sign". I asked for the "sign" at about 5:20 PM.
At exactly 7:39 PM, it happened. I did not expect it to happen that fast, that early (not in my wildest, weirdest dream). I felt a sudden burst of overwhelming emotions. Yeah, as mushy and corny as it may sound, I cried. I did not know know what exactly I felt or thought right at that moment. I just know it is from Him and it felt so right. There is an unidentified "something" in my heart that kept on pounding yet my mind still could not grasp nor decipher nor make sense of it. Damn. That "sign". That "single word". That "word" meant the world to me at that moment. It summed up all that I was waiting for for a month.
Call me corny pero believe me, it happens. It happened.
NB: There is a distinction between Him and him, okies?!ü
