So Not Over You (YET)
Monday, April 16, 2007A friend told me hours ago that I am in the first stage of letting go. I am. I think so. For me, the first stage is acknowledging the reality of the situation. Yeah, no matter how bitter I am right now, I am fully aware of the fact that there could no longer be 'us' nor 'you and me'.
Hay… Wala akong masabi ngayon. For the first time, I'm out of words. Gusto kong sabihin na tanggap ko na 'ung mga sinabi mo. Pero, may parte sa puso na nagsasabing hindi pa. Hay! Ang gulo.
Quoted from Pons: "The more I am pushing him away, the more he is pulling me back." Wala lang. Nice one. Hehe.
SO NOT OVER YOU by Simply Red
Don't know why I still slept on my side of the bed
The emptiness when you were gone kept ringing in my head
Told myself I really had to move along now
Stop regretting all the things I left unsaid, yeah yeah
So I tore up your letters
Took your picture off my wall
I deleted your number, it was too hard not to call
Felt a little better, told myself I'd be fine
Got to live for the good times up ahead, yeah yeah
'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
'Cos I still believe and I could see how there's nothing left of you and me
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you
All my friends try to tell me better find somebody new
Why waste time being lonely when there's nothing left to lose?
Anything to get you out of my mind
I'm a fool if I thought I could forget
And I could not forget
'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
'Cos I still believe and I could see there was nothing left of you and me
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you
Now I found a way to keep you there beside me
To where my love won't be denied
I can only hope to keep you there and guide me
There's no more need to hide from all this pain inside
About the song: Galing kay Kaye yan. Para sa akin daw. Haha. Hmm… Parang contradicting 'ung lines noh?! Wala lang. Baka ako lang nakapansin. Haha.
