And Then…

It is always a risk to like someone-and it involves time, patience, and understanding to open up. At times, it will work. Other times, it won't. But that's why you call it a risk–you invest in something and there's a possibility you won't win. However, you atill get something in return: strength of heart and mind, and the assurance that you won't have any regrets from not trying. -Candy Magazine, April 2007

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And then, he was gone… Gone in thoughts but not in memory… I've learned so much in the past 8 months that it could equal to 3 years in my life. I had been through the best and worst of times. I have tested the strength of my heart, the knowledge of my mnd, and the wisdom of my experiences. I do not regret anything that I did. I was glad that with each mistake I made, I learned twice. Each time I fell, I stood up stronger than before. I shall forever be reminded of what I felt and what I became. I may not have the best happily-ever-after story but rest assured my love story would always be worth narrating.

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1.kamusta ka na ngaun?
> quoted from peb: 'first stage of letting go'.. nice one! haha.

2.ano ang ginawa mo ngayong araw?
> slacked. listened to mp3s.

3.pagod ka na ba mabuhay?
> nope. i have so much to live for.

4.do you think madaling magmove on pag nasaktan ka?
> ako pa tinanong oh!!! it would never be easy..

5.do you think it's better na lumayo sa taong mahal mo para mawala ang feelings mo sa kanya?
> hindi ko alam eh. extinction burst muna bago tuluyang mawala. somehow, pag natanggap mo na na wala na talaga, dun ka na lumayo..

6.ilang beses ka na nasaktan?
> hay.. next question PLEASE.

7.do you think your stronger now than b4?
> to a certain extent, yes. stronger heart and mind.

8.do you tell others ur secrets or problems?
> yep.

9.are you an open person?
> yes and no. open to a very few people.

10.what is the feeling of being rejected?
> hell.

11.masarap bang magmahal?
> yes.. i guess.

12. who was the last person dat broke ur heart?
> shet naman. wag na. kahit hindi un masyadong nag-online, baka mbasa n'ya eh.. besides, it's better this way..

13.do you cope with ur problems easily?
> no! never.

14.mahirap ba ang buhay mo ngayon?
> hindi naman.

15.Money or love? why?
> love because love is love and since love is love it will always be love in the end. anu daw?! haha.

16.will you die for the one u love but doesn't love u?
> no.

17.pagod ka na ba?
> hay.. bakit ba maglelet go ang isang tao?! sagot: dahil pagod na..

18.mahirap bang magmahal?
> it has its own ups and downs. still, loving makes life worthwhile.

19. pero sa tingin mo ikaw lang mahal nya?
> honestly, hinde. i am not even sure kung minahal ako eh. shet talaga.

20. ano masasabi mo sa love?
> love is blind. sura na! haha. ewan. ala akong maisip. love is coffee because it makes me bitter. wahaha. corny.

21.are you good in giving advice?
> sabi nila, yes.. i doubt it because if i could make their lives better, why couldn't i make mine at least good enough?!

22. pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo sorry friendship is all i can give u? ano nman ssbhin mo sknya?
> like i care!!?! duh!! haha.

23. miss mo na ba ung taong mahal mo?
> medyo. i try not to although that is impossible. hehe.

24. ano gusto mong sabihin sa mga nasasaktan?
> bilog ang mundo! smile. =)

25. ano nman ang gusto mong sabihin sa boyfriend/girlfriend mo?
> wala ako nun. haha.