2.25!!!

Friday, April 13, 2007

2.25! That's my Philo 1 grade. *&%^$#!!!!! I do not deserve it. I deserve so much better. I had a fairly high grade in my exam. We won in the moot court/mock trial. My group was exempted from the final exams. I was never absent in his classes (I think..). And that grade is all I got?! Shete. It should have really been about that damned argument! Duh! Bakit kailangan personalan?! Bakit kailangan maapektuhan ng grades ko?! Kailan pa naging masama ang pag-express ng opinion sa klase?! Duh! You brought up the ToFI topic in class! All I ever did was express my stand on the issue! I never said anything bad against you and your views. I was so objective and I promised that I would not take the issue against you. But why the hell did our opposing views reflect on my bloody final grade?! I thought you would be objective given the fact that you teach philosophy in which there is little use of emotions! You are a big fallacy!!! Ad hominem!!! Practice what you preach, ok?! GRRRRRHHH!!!!

Elections

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

To the one person who I kept thinking about all day: You suck! You totally do! Wahaha. I'm sick and mad, you know?! Haha. So, back off! I mean it. Get lost.

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Elections. Honestly, I do not even trust the electoral process we have right now so why waste my time on writing about this?! Hehe. Even if people vote for the ‘right’ people, those who are more powerful and richer always win. We always end up with corrupt and absurd government officials. Damn it. I’m losing the little ounce of hope left in my system. Somehow, in my most pessimistic views, the Philippine government is stuck in its old crooked ways and it is going nowhere, at least not in the near future.

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We (SC people) attended a forum on voters' education yesterday. I did not learn anything new. Just the same old lies and fake optimism. You know, one thing wrong with us today is high levels of idealism. Face it, you cannot change the Philippines, or even Pampanga, in a matter of three years. So, do not give promises that are obviously way out of your league because you make yourselves look even more stupid than before you opened your mouths.

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I watched Benchwarmers last night. Super funny. You know the type of 'funny'-ness that is awfully stupid?! That is exactly what it is. Haha. It is a feel-good movie. Although I was never bullied, it feels nice to watch 'nerds' stand up for themselves. Not to mention that Jon Heder was stupidly funny. Wahaha.

What?!

Saturday, April 7, 2007

I believe we write our own stories and each time we think we know the end, we don’t. Perhaps luck exists somewhere between the world of planning, the world of chance, and from the peace that comes from knowing, that you just can't know it all. Life’s funny that way once you let go of the wheel, you might end up right where you belong. –The Little Black Book

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I changed my phone today. All your texts are gone. I think it is better this way because I would not have the chance to go over them again and again. I would not be hurting myself again by reminiscing. I would not be reminded again of what we once were and who you were then. I would erase your number one of these days though I know it would not help because I have memorized it anyway. Pathetic. Tsk tsk.

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Questions… Again.

1.What is the best nickname that u ever had?
* ewan. haha. i like them all. haha.

2. Do you think suicide is d best way?
* duh! stupid question. suicide is not even a "way".

3. Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10.
* 10. hehe.

4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
*  yeah, i STILL am.

5.are you missing someone at the moment?
* yep. hope to see him soon. =)

6. Would you die for the one you love?
* for my family, yeah..

7. Do you think love hurts?
* it sure does..

8. Whats the best thing about love at first sight?
* i don't believe in love at first sight. there's no such thing.

9. Whats the worst thing about love?
* unreciprocated love..

10. Will you wait for someone you love?
* depende kung magpapahintay siya..

11. What song best describes your love life at this moment?
* smile by nat king cole

13. Do you wanna get married?
* yep

14. Have you talked to the person you love on the phone?
* nope!!!!!!!!!

15. Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
* i keep them.. but somehow, i want to lose them na..

16. Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
* i don't know.

18. Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
* gays.

19. Are you sick of love?
* no.

20. Are you sick of questions on love?
* nope.

21 What are you going to do tomorrow?
* go to church. it's easter sunday tomorrow.

22. What do u want so badly right now?
* hay.. someone. pero, sabi nila, i'm better off without him.

23. Do you think money is everything?
* no. never.

24. What song are you listening right now?
* icebox by omarion

25. Whats the song that u last download?
* better than me by hinder

26: How much do you love music?
* can't live without it

27. Do you play an instrument? what instrument?
* nope. i wish..

28. Have you written your own song?
* i sing my own songs but i don't write them. haha.

29. What movie did you last watch?
* the family stone sa hbo.

30. Do you believe in forever?
* yes, i STILL do..

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Thursday, April 5, 2007

MUST-READ: Maktub by Paulo Coelho

Love it. Stories that you've heard of but never really pondered. Eeeh! Great read. You'll learn a lot about love, life, faith, and everything under the sun.

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LYRICS: TWO TRICK PONY by Sandwich

I want to move on
Not realizing I was moving too slow
Tried to hang on
But there was nothing left for me to hold

It's such a shame that you can't be with me tonight
I'm spinnin' 'round in cycles
Hope you change your mind
Before the show is over
I look around, it's you I thought I'd find

Been on standby
Not realizing I was waiting too long
Instant replay
But there was nothing I can do about it

Still in denial
I can't believe that you can do this to me
No lights ahead
I've been looking forward but I could not see

I have been waiting for you all night
Under the glow of the satellite

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Despite everything, I know you are a good man. We were happy. I was happy. I guess that's what matters the most. I've accepted the 'reality' and, for now, I will leave the rest to Him. And so they say, time heals all wounds. I hope it does heal mine.