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Thursday, January 31, 2008"No deception is more dangerous than self-deception." —Daily Bread
I can make everyone believe that I am happy. I’d rather deal with my problems and sorrows alone than let others know how miserable I am. I do not want people looking pathetically at me, thinking what the hell happened. Oh well, it’s the same poor me, trying to make the world a happy place to live in while silently crying myself to sleep every night. Aww..
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I love shopping. Again, like I’ve said over and over, it is the best anti-depressant. Better than Prozac. Wahaha. The best shopping buddy? My thesis partner, Kaye. Super fun. Haha.
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It just crossed my mind… I admit I’m still not over ‘us’. Hmm… I was just curious, is he over me? Does he still think of me? Does he still wish we’d end up together? Is he doing something to right things? Will it take him long? Watchatink?! Hehe. Honestly, I picture him now, happily attached to someone else. Plain happy. I wish I were too. Hmm… Do I sound too hypocritical if I tell him, I’m happy for them?
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06.09.85: Pagaling ka. Txt ka agad pag ok naka. Sobrang worried naku. Hay…
