Sarbei: Ang Pagbabalik

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Bakit ba gustong-gusto kong fina-flood ang blog ko ng mga ganitong ka-chorva-han??? 

1. ano ginagawa mo kahapon ng 3:00pm?
- nagkaklase (psych180). dumadaldal. kumakanta din siguro ng "I am your brother. Your bestfriend forever." wahaha.

2. ano oras ka nagising today?
- 6am. nagsimba eh. ash wednesday.

3. ano gagawin mo sa saturday?
- gagawa ng report sa pych199b. baka maggrocery din for feb. fair.

4. ano pinapakinggan mo ngayon?
- low by flo rida feat. t-pain. love it. sobra.

5.ano kulay ng suot mo ngayon na shirt?
- berde.

6. ano ginawa mo kahapon?
- pumasok sa school. kumain ng shawarma rice sa hypermarket. nag-ingay sa La Fash. wahaha.

7. anong huling mall na pinuntahan mo?
- SM clark.

8. anong huling tv show na pinanood mo kagabi?
- wala eh. umaga na akong nakauwi. huhu. partida un kasi hindi pa ako nagrereview sa bio exam. haha.

9. anong color ng shirt na suot mo kahapon?
- yellow. pink and purple (La Fash).

10. anong pinaka-last memorable na ginawa mo?
- sticking with my decision.ü

11. ano huling kinain mo kagabi?
- pizza galing sa sponsor ng La Fash (Pizza Hut).

12. ano huling song na kinanta mo?
- take you there by sean kingston. natutuwa lang ako sa beat.

13. ano una mong nakita pagpunta mo sa loob ng mall?
- uhm.. guard? hehe.

14. anong pakiramdam mo ngayon?
- uhm.. wala. haha.

15. bakit mo yun nararamdaman?
- kasi wala akong maisip. haha.

16. ano balak mong gawin this summer break?
- waaaaah. lots of road tripssss. can’t wait. hehe.

17. anong mall balak mong puntahan bukas?
- school.

18. anong place ang gusto mong puntahan sa ngayon?
- sa malamig at tahimik na lugar. freezer. haha.

19. ano fave place mo?
- kwarto.

20. ano fave tv show mo?
- csi. heroes.

21. anong balak mo gawin pag graduate?
- magtrabaho para umunlad ang pilipinas. i-ahon ang bansa sa kahirapang kinasasadlakan nito ngayon. wahaha. joke lang. mag-aabroad ako. wahaha. joke ulet. wala pa talaga akong balak. haha.

22. ano sa tingin mo ang tunay na 1, GMA o ABS?
- MYX.

23. ano color ng t-shirt na madalas mong suot?
- brown.ü

24. anong oras na?
- oras na para gumawa ng report sa psych180.

25. anong makikita sa harap ng bahay nyo?
- gate.

26. ano ang madalas nyong pag-usapan ng barkada?
- anything under the sun. haha.

27. ano gagawin mo pagkatapos nito?
- kakain ng maraming-marami. hehe.

28. ano last book na binasa mo?
- currently reading: rich dad, poor dad..

29. ano balak mong bilhin this week?
- food? haha. bag or jeans.

30. ano gusto mong kainin ngayon?
- gusto ko ng jellybeans.ü

Ghost Of A Good Thing

Monday, February 4, 2008

Quote of the day: "When you’re rotten about yourself, you become rotten to everyone else, even those you love." —Mitch Albom, For One More Day

Currently listening to: Low by Flo Rida featuring T-Pain [must-hear!ü]

Currently reading: 1984 by George Orwell

Current mood: coping..ü

@_@

It’s been a month. I am happy with how the things are turning out lately. Not because the pieces of my life had come into their right places but because I found contentment in where they are right now. Yeah, just lately, I’ve realized that the first step in moving on is actually wanting to move on. I wanted to and, so far, I’ve done good enough. There are just times when memories would resurface and I’d get lost in my thoughts. Somehow, I manage to bring myself back to the reality that they are plain memories now and nothing more. And, right now, I don’t even think I would want them happening again. They are good memories though. But I guess, the hurt had gotten over the pleasantness of those memories. I’ve forgiven the person. Because, in the first place, it was not all his fault, part of what happened was my fault too. Still, that does not change the fact that in more ways than one he had hurt me. And what’s worse is that he made me believe he loved me when, in fact, he does not even know what love really means. Oh well… It’s part of the past now. Since his goodbyes, I’ve never heard from him again. I am thankful for this because it has helped me a lot. And, just like his favorite song goes, he is now only "a ghost of a good thing."