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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Random Thoughts in Cebu

• Just because we stare too long does not mean we like what we see. -June 22, 2008
• We hate the nothingness of life when we’ve got nothing to do.
• We become bitter about what had happened when we could not accept the fact that it could have had if only we tried.
• Sometimes, looking at a distance is better because from there we only see what our heart wants to see.
• Everything’s gonna be ok, it has to be.
• No regrets because I did my part in the story.
• Make peace with myself because each has its own time.
• I miss my friends. I miss being myself and not caring at all if I do something stupid. -June 26, 2008
• Gusto kong mapag-isa… Un lang. =(
• We stare too long at something not realizing we’ve been stuck for too long.
• …Am a frustrated writer, singer, and achiever. Hahaha!
• I’ll live forever beyond time and space and no one would care.
• Nothing is real until it’s gone.
• I miss having people who appreciate my existence… Aww…
• He was a blur until I realized how much I needed him.
• Today, I’ve seen a number of familiar faces but none of them was you and that makes me blue. Corny! Haha!
• It was a two-month-getting-to-know-each-other-and-gazing-at-his-back love affair. Haha! (Forgive the corny-ness. I WAS obsessed to that tall guy.)
• It’s a long he-loves-me-but-he’s-with-her relationship.
• I just could not get over the fact that we both want to be together bu we could not decide how.
• I miss him terribly when I know I should not.

Cebu Days

June 12, 2008

I want to write. I want to let out my emotions but I don’t know which ones ought to be let out and which ones ought to be kept. I’m overwhelmed with so much emotions, so much that I don’t know which are real and which are imagined. I also wanted to write because my new and undoubtedly awesome pen makes me feel the urge to write down something. Hours ago, I wanted to kill someone. Haha. I don’t know why some people just could not mind their own f*cking business. I mean, come on, let’s face it, we can’t please everyone but that does not mean we… Oh f*ck! I don’t even think I’m making sense. Kill me. Haha.

After a few minutes…

*Tagalog mode*

Naalala ko na nga pala bakit nais kong magsulat. Haha. Ngayong nagparamdam ulit ang lalaki galing sa nakaraan, hindi ko alam anong nararamdaman ko. Ayokong magtanong bakit andyan ulit sya. Ayokong magtanong kung anong nangyari sakanya nung natapos ang lahat sa amin, limang buwan na ang nakalilipas. Tinanong nya ako kung anong bago sakin. Alam kong gusto nyang malaman kung may bago ng lalaki sa buhay ko. Ang hirap sagutin kasi alam kong meron pero ayokong isipin nya na kinarir ko ang paghahanap ng kapalit nya. Hindi ko alam kung gaano ko sya minahal o kung minahal ko nga ba sya, pero masakit nung natapos kami. Tinanong nya ako kung na-miss ko sya. Sabi ko, hindi. Hindi naman talaga. Hahaha. Joke. Teka, tulog na ako. Gusto kong mag-isip-isip.