Cebu Days Part II

July 6, 2008 (12:09am)

Funny thing is that I feel so attached to him when in fact I’ve only had no more than an hour of pure conversation with him in the two months we’ve known each other. I don’t know what’s with him in the two months that makes me feel he’s someone I ought to get to know better. In fact (and weirdly), I actually want to know him better. Haha. I really feel that there’s alot of things  we have in common and that I really could learn a lot from him. He appears to be knowledgeable, not wise, which, of course, is not good but drives me nearer him anyway. Haha. He is childlike, not childish. It makes alot of difference. He’s mysterious, leaving me in wonder what’s there he ries to hide. Three people had said that we look alike, which, of course (again!) drove me nuts. Haha. When I looked at him last Tuesday, I actually felt like we look alike. I mean, honestly, our eyes loked alike. The line on our eyelids does not show when our eyes are wide open. Like what Tesa said, we might be soulmates, bound to meet at the right time. Haha. But soulmates do not necessarily end up together, right? Sometimes, they are just two people gazing at the same direction, touching each other’s lives but not each other’s heart. I don’t know why but I really feel that what we have now would remain this way for now. I want to know him better. I want to fall for him for reasons deeper than my loe for his age and height. Haha. Anyway, he is leaving in a matter of days and I would not be in the office to witness his grand take-off. But then again, it’s better this way, I might cry if I see him leavel. OA. Haha. Honestly, it feels bad but what can I do? If this is meant to happen, so be it. I just regret that I could have known him better if only I had swallowed my pride. Oh well, let God make our destiny. I just hope that when we cross our paths again, he and I would realize it happened because it’s meant to happen and we’re meant for each other. Haha. Corny.