Life’s Unfair

I don’t know where to start. Life’s been really difficult for me lately. All my efforts are being wasted. Almost everything is falling apart and I’ve got no one to hold on to. Often, someone else gets the praise I deserve after a hard day’s work. Not that it actually matters. But it sucks knowing how hard I worked on it and someone else yields the produce. I guess it’s partly my fault since I didn’t do anything to protect what is mine. But what I don’t get is that some could actually stomach getting praised for something that is not actually their own sweat and blood. Hay. Life is so unfair. I hope I could talk. I hope I could voice out what I feel and people would actually listen. I hope I could express myself and let people know what I truly feel. I hope I could be someone who’d fight if provoked. I hope I could be proud so that others won’t belittle me. Life is really unfair and what’s worse is that I just let it be…

After A Year..

A year had passed since I graduated. As I look back, I think about how my life has changed and how much of it was caused by the many decisions I made. I’ve been through the worst situations, been with the worst people, been in the worst relationship. But, sadly, it feels like it still isn’t enough for me to learn and not to repeat the same mistakes I committed in the past.

Traveling with Me?

1. Would you rather travel by plane, bus, train, or boat? Why?
>> any. i don’t really care. i just need to get where i have to go in the safest and nicest way.

2. Name the countries you’ve been to. Which is your favorite and why?
>> never been anywhere outside the philippines.. but i’m planning to..

3. Where in your country have you been? Which place is your favorite and why?
>> pampanga. metro manila. bulacan. pangasinan. baguio. cebu. bohol. laguna. batangas. zambales.  favorite: definitely, bohol. =)

4. What do you do to kill time if you have a layover in the airport/terminal/pier?
>> read. mp3 streaming.

5. If you have a choice to go to either France or Italy, where would you go and why?
>> italy. because.. just because. hehe.

6. If you go to the beach what is the main thing that constantly bothers you?
>> uhm. creatures in the sand. i once stepped on a hermit crab. hehe.

7. How long has it been since you last traveled?
>> uhm. i travel everyday from work to house. hehe. for a long trip, i guess last october pa.

8. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
>> cebu.

9. What three things do you ALWAYS bring with you to your travels? Passport, money, clothes and IDs are a given so provide different answers.
>> cellphone. ipod. book.

10. What is something you would definitely see in a highway?
>> uhm. cars?

11. Do you over pack or under pack?
>> often, over. like i bring things i don’t even use. harhar. i also has paid a lot for excess baggage.

12. If you could visit a country for its cuisine only, which country will it be?
>> uhm. italy for its overly-known pasta. usa for its fish and chips.

13. Do you think flying first class is worth the money?
>> nope. i’d rather spend it on getting to a lot of places than getting first class treatment on plane.

14. Have you ever had to use a barf bag?
>> nope. never.

15. Would you rather have an uninterrupted one-month (28 days) vacation in a year, or four seven-day vacations spread throughout the year?
>> 4 seven-day vacations.

16. Would you go on a vacation alone?
>> yeah, no prob.

17. If i cover ALL expenses for your vacation, where would you go?
>> uhm.. all over the world. i won’t even rest. hehe.

18. Both pilots of the Boeing 747 you are on have had a heart attack, the stewardess asks if anyone would be willing to try and land the plane with help from ground control. Would you volunteer?
>> nope. i will never risk others’ lives.

19. What is one thing you find annoying that people do at the beach?
>> uhm.. i don’t know. actually, it’s more of “i don’t care”. they can do what they want as long as they mind their own business. haha. oh! i just don’t like it when people trash the fine beaches. =)

20. Would you rather take the scenic route or shortest route?
>> absolutely, the scenic route.

21. When flying, do you prefer the window seat, middle seat, or aisle seat? Any reason for it?
>> window. i never had the chance to have the window seat though. i always get the middle one. hmp!

22. How well can you read a map?
>> quite good at it actually. =)

23. What is the longest overland journey you have ever made?
>> uhm. the batangas ride i guess.

24. NASA is giving away free space travel packages. Would you take one to travel to the outer space?
>> sure. should i pack now?

25. Do you spend most of your time with other tourists when you are on vacation?
>> nope. i’d rather be alone than with strangers.

26. Are you a beach or mountain person?
>> either. i love everything God has created. naks. =)

27. What’s your biggest travel fear? What do you do to avoid this fear?
>> uhm. natural calamities.

28. Do you take your hotel’s complimentary toiletries home with you?
>> rarely. but i sometimes do. 

29. What activities do you enjoy doing when traveling?
>> taking photos. breathing in fresh air. drowning myself in life’s best sights. =)

30. What are the top ten places you would like to visit before you die? ( in no particular order)
>> PHILIPPINES (best place ever). maldives. usa. france. australia. africa. uae. korea. italy. europe. =)