Scary. Awoooo. Hehe.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009My friend, Nic, said in her facebook wall that she was afraid of how he makes her feel.
I smiled. I totally feel the same (with a different guy, of course).
I am afraid that I might fall and he wouldn’t be there to catch me. I’ve been through a lot of falling and hurting and I fear that it would happen again.
I am afraid with the fact that I feel overwhelming happiness when I talk to him.
I am scared that this feeling would grow.
I don’t like to think about it but I couldn’t help myself.
There are certain times of the day when my thoughts turn to him and at these times, I feel my heart beating faster.
It scares me. I wouldn’t want to risk. 
