For The Lack of Better Things To Do
Saturday, November 20, 2010Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight? -yes.
Ever had a near death experience? -nope. don’t think so.
Where’s your cell phone? -beside my lappy.
What is the last thing you thought about? -at what time should i sleep?
Do you regret anything? -nope. like what i’ve always said, only lessons learned.
If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell? -my sisters.
What are you going to do this weekend? -see my super cute nephew, aj.
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? -minutes ago.
Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy? -pure jealous.
Who would you like your next “fling” to be with? -no one. am happy right now.
Would you curse in front of your parents? -never.
What kind of camera do you have? -called many names, i.e. bridge cam, superzoom cam, etc. i call it Cyclops. haha.
Would you rather go to a party or out of town? -definitely out-of-town.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone close? -nope. i want to keep the people i’m close with closer. haha. makes sense huh?
When was the last time you held someone’s hand? -tuesday.
Who can you tell everything to? -God.
Can you play guitar hero? -nope.
is any part of your body sore? -none.
missing someone right now? -yep. big time. *sad*
is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be? -yep. wahahaha.
When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed? -tuesday.
Do you like your phone? -yep. but am planning to upgrade. must keep up with technology.
Last thing alcohol beverage? -red horse, here in the apartment.
Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex? -yep.
Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you? -hmmm.. not yet.
If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick? -i already did. hahaha. with dion.
What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say? -”ay rugo. hehe!” -about me not knowing how to bike.
When is your next road trip? -hopefully somewhere new this year. considering camsur or baler.
What did you do the weekend? -last weekend, just slacked off.
Met anyone new in the past week? -saw someone anew. hahaha.
What does your bestfriends call you? -tol.
Who was the last person to go to the movies with you? -omg. this has been centuries. hmm.. dion.
Are you currently fighting with someone? -nope.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? -thursday? during the shoot of team kapamilya. haha. i make it sound like i’m really in it. haha.
Who/What would you like to see right now? -barney. dying to.
Are you mad at someone right now? -nope.
What’s the nicest text in your inbox say? -you wouldn’t want to know. really. haha.
Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone? -cell phone.
Is there an empty place in your heart? -yep some spaces but i couldn’t feel the emptiness because i have so much love in it. haha.
Do you count down the days till anything? -yep yep!
Are you looking forward to something as of right now? -yep, monday’s results.
Have you ever been called a tease? -yeah. haha.
What are your chances of getting with your crush? -hahaha. enough said.
What is the farthest you’ve traveled with a friend? -bohol.
Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family? -yep!
Anyone told you a secret this week? -hahaha. yep. to someone.
Do you ever turn your cell phone off? -just when i have to restart it.
Do you hate anyone? -nope.
Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing? -hmmm.. can’t remember the last time. probably summer of this year.
What do you want in your life right now? -happiness and good health. really. i just feel so blest.
When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry? -last night while we were singing our hearts out. haha.
Did you tell someone something today? -yep. *blushes*
Do you trust people easily? -nope.
What were you doing at 9pm Friday night? -in the apartment. packing my things. homebound.
OCTOBER 4, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010He asked me to write something in my blog. I was a bit hesitant because there was nothing in mind right now that’s interesting enough to write about. I was also hesitant because it has been four years since I had this blog, I guess it’d be a disappointment to my imaginary readers if the writing has not improved over the years… same old style, topics, and level of maturity. I guess that’s how it really is in writing, no matter how much time has passed, a writer’s identity is still it. It might improve or decline but you’ll know it’s still her writing.
Oh well, enough of the blahs.
This is my tenth month in the Philippines’ largest network. It has been a final-destination-like chain of events. I had the year’s highest and lowest but as a local album goes, “Steady lang.” I can’t say I have been the happiest employee nor can I say I am the least fortunate. I enjoy what I’m doing. I brush elbows with the people I look up to. I have a healthy work environment. Yes, steady lang. Given better circumstances, this could have been the company I’d grow old with. Oh well, too much for wishful thinking, right?
From the last time I wrote here, my parents have gone to the States and my sister has gone pregnant. It was a tough call for our family but it has only exemplified how a family becomes a wall to lean on during our most fragile moments. I have seen how much my sister tried to grow more mature in nine months. While I’m writing this, she is scheduled to give birth anytime. I’m on my toes these past days because I know that if she gets into labor, I must be there. Thinking about it gives me goosebumps and extended heartbeats. I imagine myself in one of Grey’s Anatomy episode when the pregnant holds her family’s hands and gets strength from her. I wish I could really be that for my sister. I know, despite her informidable face, is a vulnerable spirit that’s scared and ‘unsure’. If only i could literally ease her worries and help her labor, I would. Despite it all, I’m looking forward to seeing my nephew soon. I’ll be the best aunt for him and I’ll make sure that he would never ever feel ‘unplanned’. Like what his name means, he, indeed, is a gift from God to our family.
BARNEY
Barney, the not-so-purple dinosaur, has been one of the reasons why I look forward to waking up. I have never thought we’d end up like this. As the saying goes, the one you’ll love is always an exception to your ideals, not that I have set any though. I mean, we fight every single day over the pettiest things but after every conflict, I get to know him better, and the more I know him, I realize I only love him more.
Awww..
